Speed Racer….and the cliff at the side of the trail.
This is a comment that is not based on any particular runner’s experiences, and is not directed at anyone. It is a general lamentation based on some observations I have had over the past years and meant as a point of contemplation for all of us as we continue to meet the challenge of our ultra running ambitions.
There are some simple anatomical facts that many people do not seem to understand. The first is that muscle tissue is compliant. Muscles are relatively responsive to our demands and will grow, or shrink as need be over a matter of months. They are ‘red’ tissue, which is highly nourished by rich blood supply.
Tendons and Ligaments, and even Cartlidge are less responsive. They are a ‘white’ tissue, which receives much less blood supply and they are very delayed in their response to increasing demands. One of my professors of Physiology commented that tendons and ligament take as much as three to five times longer to respond to changing demands, and lag behind at increasing rates during rapid muscle growth.
Bones are not static but are indeed organic and responsive to physical demand. Bones take even longer to respond to changed demand. Increased demand will increase density and broaden attachment points for growing ligaments and tendons. Increased area for cartlidge is also possible. Cartlidge is not regenerating but may, over the years, form broader firmer bases to support increased activity and stress.
Now, with this in mind, picture your leg and its attempt to respond to the desire to be an Ultra runner. You get out there and do ten and it hurts. You go home and your muscles respond and get a bit bigger. You go out again a few weeks later and you can do that 10 with far less muscle pain. You may even be able to go faster. You tendons will just be registering a need to increase in size. Your bones may be aware of a change in activity and demand.
As you continue to work on your hill climbing and running your legs begin to change their form. Standing in front of the mirror in Dionysian style you admire your progress and plan for ever longer challenges. Your tendons are just awakening the need to grow and blood and nourishment begins its long slow journey into the white tendenous and ligament tissues. You bone cells have registered the increasing impacts and slowly, very slowly, the cells begin to divide and grow. Far off in the future you will have tendons, ligaments, cartridge, and bone density to match the needs of a ten-mile jaunt through the hills.
But you are absorbed in the size of your muscles, and the resiliency of your heart, and the sound of the air moving through your expanding lungs; all tissues that respond rapidly to need. In months you are doing twenty and dreaming of your first Ultra. You got it. You can keep pace with those old gray haired long-winded guys who always seem to trudge along at the back of the pack. You begin to run past them, to charge out and run with the rabbits. It’s not so hard. You have put in the work and you deserve to be running with the rapid deployment team. The words of caution from the old gray-backs sound like sour grapes. You don’t need to run with them any more, and you don’t need to listen to words of caution, you feel fine.
But in your body, the tendon growth is far outpaced by the muscle tissue growth. The ligaments are still those of a short distance runner. Bone tissues and density are not that different from the first day you started moving up a trail. You don’t realize it, but you have built yourself an overpowered racecar. A giant motor mounted on a frail frame that can power over a course, but lacks the shocks to deal with the bumps, and the heavy frame to resist the impacts of hitting the wall.
But luck is with you and you place well in shorter races. People encourage you to continue. Some tell you a fifty or a 100K or even a 100 miler is in your future. But you don’t understand what they are saying. You are still a Speed Racer, a short distance long distance runner; the kind who think 5K is cross-country. Words of caution go unheard. “If it hurts, stop doing it.” Sounds like capitulation. It doesn’t matter that the guys saying that are the long lived, the veterans, the finishers of many 100s. Like a Samoan Radio you know only two speeds; Off and Full On.
As verification of your effort you feel your ability to climb hills increasing. You can charge ahead of most of the people you first struggled to stay with. Muscles continue to grow, now far out pacing your support tissues. Finally muscles are pulling at tendons far beyond their capacity to respond, or you are hitting the downs so fast and hard that bones are feeling the impacts beyond their support capabilities.
This precarious rise in ability reaches a crescendo as pain in tissues becomes ever more present. Ibuprofen becomes a vitamin. But the ‘Just do it’ motto, draws you in and you listen to some super asshole star with super human abilities, and discard the cautions your own body is sending you with increasing urgency.
Then it happens. You are doing a down and ‘Phittttt’ goes a tendon in your leg. You go from being a super star in your own mind to wondering how the hell you are going to manage to limp off the mountain. Or you ignore what is tendon and ligament pain in your knees until the underpowered tissues slip and cartridge damage occurs in your joints. Or you suddenly have severe leg pain that is finally diagnosed as micro fractures to bones in your foot or leg.
You go from being an up and coming superstar of Ultra running to being ‘What’s his name that used to come out with us?” You may limp back out, but now you are wrestling with a major injury and it just won’t go away. If it backs off a bit you quickly charge down another hill and rip up weak tissue some more. And those old boneheads are still out there, at the back of the pack, enjoying the sunsets and sunrises. Feeling the leaves wet with dew brush their faces as they saunter along doing a twenty every week.
You really want to excel. You are willing to work at it but your body just won’t respond the way you want it to. But wait. You got this all wrong. You are looking into the wrong end of the telescope.
The fact is that you are not responding to your own body that way you need to. In your search to do it all right now, you have forgotten that at 30, or 40, or 50 years of age the body takes a long long time to develop the infrastructure necessary to do long hard trail running. How long. Two, three, five years is not out of the question. Vastly overpowered muscles can reap havoc on support tissues, and you can do damage to yourself even when you go at half throttle. It takes time. It takes lots of time; years and not months.
Despite all the clowns claiming otherwise it is not a matter of getting through the pain, it is a matter of listening to the pain. Because pain is your body telling you what a real asshole you are. Assholes are muscle tissues. Boneheads are support tissues. Bones, tendons, ligaments decide what you do over the long run. Muscles just get overpowering and screw you around.
How many of you young punks have to wreck your running careers with unnecessary ‘Fast Guy’ injuries before you begin to learn to listen to your own bodies. There is enough going on out there on the trails to hurt and maim that you don’t need self inflicted wounding to occur. I know trail fuzz often clouds my brain, but I’m really saddened by the number of ‘what’s his (or her) name’s?’ we see fall by the way side when it just is not necessary. Stick around, slow down, relax and let the years help your body understand that Ultra running is a part of your life.
Hope to see you on the trails….it will mean I'm still alive.
Mikem, Ph.D., MS, BS, LMT, CNA (for those who are impressed by academic compulsiveness)